April 13, 2005 by Isaac Hovet
I just want to say that blogging is so important to me, but I haven’t had the time to put into it lately.
I wish that I had 2 hours every day to write, to design and publish this gosh-darn thing.
Tallskinnykiwi has recently written about a guy who blogs 25 times a day . . . and . . .
That is the job that I need. More time . . . more money . . . more blogging . . . more . . . more . . .
That is all I really want is more. Rather selfish, huh?
By the way, how are we all doing with our consumerism? (Yes, in the midst of my envy of another’s money, I will be so blod as to ask about your problem)
I have to admit that about once a month I get a craving to buy something that I don’t really need. More importantly, in those moments of greed, I forget about fellow humanity on the other side of the globe. (Or right down the street on the Mexican side of town . . . seriously, I am not making a joke).
I long to grow . . . but real growth (like an oak tree) is slow . . . So I am still here and kicking . . . fighting myself, fighting addictions, fighting to be known, but at the same time, trying to be humble, trying to die to me and live for you . . . (thanks to Jessamyn for this one).
Live for you. Not for me. Everything that I do affects you. I am not alone . . . I am a part of an organism . . . I have a role to play.
Anyway . . thoughts from a caffeine deprived, tired, a little stressed sojourner . . . (yes I have given up on caffeine . . . too little sleep)